OVERCOMINGS*

halli hallo! switch-fuerimmerpunk! 2300 pm 17 shocktober 2021!! *
zieh deine mundwinkel nach oben und schenke dir ein lächeln /* draw
your corners of your mouth upstairs and give yourself a smile / *
dudaklarin birlestirdigi noktalari yukariya cek ve kendine bir
gülümseyi hediye et thanks to mady morrison! * "EJECT PLEASE" said
the carradio to me to a cd * "AUSWERFEN BITTE" hat mir das
autoradio gesagt zu einer cd * "FIRLAT LÜTFEN" arabararadyo bana
söyledi bir diske *versuch das bitte zu verstehen /* try this
please to understand/ * "bunu anlamaya calis lütften /*
UNERMESSLICH/ * hiçbir sinirlama getirmeden/ * IMMEASURABLE 1990
sunday noon my both sisters hülya and funda and me came along to
have a seat down at the setted table. my dad came as much often
three minutes later, he washes before eating minuteslong thoroughly
his velvety workinghands in the kitchen. everyone have started to
eat. yet when i´ve came in the room and have smelled the fish in
the oven, my stomach gone turned badly badly ugly. my mum noticed
my wrinkled nose and have said:" this fish was today a special
offer at the market place. you´ll gonna eat him." "no mama! if i
will eat this fish, i will throw him out!"i feel queasy while!"
she´ve ignored me. hell- bent to touch the fish under no
circumstances , i´ve fished around in the salad and ive pricked
carefully a potato, which layed beside the fishfilet and have
slided it in my mouth. she also have tasted after fish. ive retched
nearly. "eat now the fish, sibel!" inside there are a lot of
vitamines, which we all do need." commanded me my lovely mum with
an expression in the voice, where was no escape. "NO!"! pleadful
ive looked to my dad, he´ve said:" kizim, en azindan bir
deneyiver!" "my girl, at least have a try on it!" "no, baba, when i
do this, i know that i have to throw out!" he ´ve shrugged his
shoulders and have turned to his meal and mentioned:" bir sey
söyleyemem kizim, anneni duydun, bir denemekte var, balik cok güzel
oldu.." " i cannat say something my girl, you´ve listened your mum,
its about to try, the fish is delicious.." ive shaked my head. also
like me she, my mum has looked angry at me and have said:" you´ll
wont get up from the table before you´ve not eaten the dish!" funda
have said:" oh let her mum, when she dont like it!" hülya have
said:" oh come on, sibel, you´ll be successful!" mum was silent.
meanwhile all had finished their dishes. cross armed in front of my
breast ive sat down sullen at the table in front of the plate. my
sisters stood up and soon mum to wash the dinnerwares. baba
finished somewhen also, looked at me a bit compessionate and have
tapped me softly at my shoulder with the words:" hadi, come on, ...
then you can jump again." and went to his work again. surely one
hour later ive sat there the same as- my mum came along and have
said nothing new. cause i´ve wanted to have somehting more from the
day and have noticed, that i´ve had no chance after her, ive
overcame myself and have holded my noise after the second bite and
have eaten this accursed fish almost, jumped up, slammed vociferous
the plate in the kitchen with the words to my mum:" oldu mu simdi?
like, is it now ok?" and have left angrily the kitchen. ca. 5
minutes later ive found myself at the toillette and throwed my soul
out the body. mum have made me wordless a tea with lemon and fresh
peppermint. in her face i´ve could saw, how she feels sorry for me.
my mum never ever forced me again to something.