16november2014 glowing

*VEERY LESS ENGLISH/NO TURKISH*MEDICINE MUSIC!!*FULL ENGLISH TEXT
ON: www.bermudafunk.org/ switch-fuerimmerpunk-16.11.2014
(not)(easy) to keep my smile- these times it is very difficult- the
world stucks full of fear and boundedness- and it also depends on
the grasp of all we humans and everyone has got it on them own. i
wish i was more able to express, explain myself, that i dont
scandalise or do scandalise? what i do really want--but it is
sometimes a lonely way im walking and i know, that i am not alone
on it, but..i feel there often so oh..alone. i speak always- equal
where i should be, from my heart, and not from my mind. cause, i
was asking once 1 braincell something-and then she lied to me!
truly!cause the thing wasn´t so..some braincells do lie. dont
believe everything what they may say.it is sometimes so gabby our
brain. but i love them also, they must exist and they do just
testing me! so it is sometimes hard for me, when i notice, that
some are activated like on a caps lock key- for them really it just
exist the "EAST"- there are also at least the west, north and
south-but they keep on the east-and when you then come and tell
something different, then they become fear or they dont know how to
handle withit. and i dedicate this show tonight for my heart.it
experiences so much and it is an discrete organ and works for so
many times for me..it is wonderful, like yours. during the last 2
days ive been just crying. it was awful-but i remembered about in
the last years,it was late summer, ive met FIRST TIME one dark
night outside a glowworm- it was so beautiful